Beyoncé, the woman who famously didn't give Vogue an interview the last time she did its cover, just gave the publication one of her most intimate interviews yet. The singer, in an as-told-to with Jezebel's culture editor Clover Hope for the publication's September issue, spoke about her journey and how she wants to raise her kids and, very poignantly, gave her view of her body after giving birth to both Blue Ivy Carter and her twins years later. Beyoncé revealed she was on bed rest for a full month before giving birth to Sir and Rumi Carter and had an emergency C-section because her life and their lives were in danger. As she put it:After the birth of my first child, I believed in the things society said about how my body should look. I put pressure on myself to lose all the baby weight in three months, and scheduled a small tour to assure I would do it. Looking back, that was crazy. I was still breastfeeding when I performed the Revel shows in Atlantic City in 2012. After the twins, I approached things very differently.I was 218 pounds the day I gave birth to Rumi and Sir. I was swollen from toxemia and had been on bed rest for over a month. My health and my babies바카라 게임 웹사이트� health were in danger, so I had an emergency C-section. We spent many weeks in the NICU. My husband was a soldier and such a strong support system for me. I am proud to have been a witness to his strength and evolution as a man, a best friend and a father. I was in survival mode and did not grasp it all until months later. Today I have a connection to any parent who has been through such an experience. After the C-section, my core felt different. It had been major surgery. Some of your organs are shifted temporarily, and in rare cases, removed temporarily during delivery. I am not sure everyone understands that. I needed time to heal, to recover. During my recovery, I gave myself self-love and self-care, and I embraced being curvier. I accepted what my body wanted to be. After six months, I started preparing for Coachella. I became vegan temporarily, gave up coffee, alcohol and all fruit drinks. But I was patient with myself and enjoyed my fuller curves. My kids and husband did, too.Beyoncé added that she still doesn't have her pre-baby body:To this day my arms, shoulders, breasts and thighs are fuller. I have a little mommy pouch, and I바카라 게임 웹사이트�m in no rush to get rid of it. I think it바카라 게임 웹사이트�s real. Whenever I바카라 게임 웹사이트�m ready to get a six-pack, I will go into beast zone and work my ass off until I have it. But right now, my little FUPA and I feel like we are meant to be.The singer also spoke about how she wants her children to be: "It바카라 게임 웹사이트�s important to me that they (my daughters) see themselves as CEOs, as bosses, and that they know they can write the script for their own lives 바카라 게임 웹사이트� that they can speak their minds and they have no ceiling," she said. "They don바카라 게임 웹사이트�t have to be a certain type or fit into a specific category. They don바카라 게임 웹사이트�t have to be politically correct, as long as they바카라 게임 웹사이트�re authentic, respectful, compassionate and empathetic. They can explore any religion, fall in love with any race and love who they want to love. I want the same things for my son. I want him to know that he can be strong and brave but that he can also be sensitive and kind. I want my son to have a high emotional IQ where he is free to be caring, truthful and honest. It바카라 게임 웹사이트�s everything a woman wants in a man, and yet we don바카라 게임 웹사이트�t teach it to our boys.""I hope to teach my son not to fall victim to what the internet says he should be or how he should love," she continued. "I want to create better representations for him so he is allowed to reach his full potential as a man, and to teach him that the real magic he possesses in the world is the power to affirm his own existence."Read her full as-told-to interview here.